In super fun work news: work are apparently trying to get 258 "full-time equivalent" hours of people to take voluntary redundancy, and if they don't get enough takers they will start enforcing redundancy on people. :) :) :) This process has been a shitshow from start to finish.
( Cut for complaining about how work handled This Mess. )About half of my coworkers have put in an application just to buy enough time to make informed decisions... And I joined in on this action! "Do I want to leave my job" is a complicated question. "Do I want to spend two years waiting for the other shoe" is not. Lex has said he can support us if we cut back, and
if the redundancy package is what the calculator said, I can probably make it to the end of the year job hunting full-time. There's always a chance I won't get chosen, and I'll keep my job! We just won't know until July.
Emotionally... God, I don't even know. My baby sister says I can have a little mid-life crisis! As a treat! Which is probably what this is, because I'm looking at my job and going "Is this really what I want to do?" Like, academic libraries were never where my heart lay anyway – it has none of the things that I actually
enjoy about working in libraries – but this was the only place that offered permanent contracts, so here I stayed.
( Cut for discussing my work history (books) vs the jobs I want to do (books, but not like that). )I've got a very rough plan of what I need to do on the job hunt front. I've got a spreadsheet of places to apply, temp agencies, potential freelance sites (if anyone has any recommendations for sites that are Not Scams, please let me know; I am new here), I know where to look for skill-refresher courses, so I just need to rebuild my CV and get on with it.
(The tl;dr section of my CV where I sum up why I'm amazing and should have all of the jobs is stressing me out. "I have been doing this for a thousand years and am not afraid to make phone calls" should be the easiest selling point of all time! Phrasing that so that a recruiter doesn't laugh me out of the building is not!)
So yeah, everything is fine. Got some job hunting to do, and I'm naffed off, but no need to worry about it. If you want to give advice though, I am ALL EARS.