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Back in 2023, and in the midst of a terrible life/reading slump, I asked Jenny for some book recommendations. Jenny's reading is wide and vast and I was in the Pit of Despair book-wise. I felt light years away from being able to successfully choose a book I could start, read, and finish.

Jenny recced me Finder by Suzanne Palmer. I had tried to read Finder once before in hardcopy, but couldn't get into because I struggled to get into anything. This time, though, I got the audiobook and was able to rot in bed underneath the covers while listening. +1 for audiobooks.

This time, the book stuck. Then I got the second book, Driving the Deep, and it stuck. With it, I managed to listen while doing care tasks and art projects. Then I reached the third book in the series, The Scavenger Door, and I was fully prepared to follow both Fergus and Palmer into a 13 book series. I also started thinking about maybe going for a walk? In sunlight? Wild. Read more... )
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I had higher hopes for January reading, but unfortunately I ended up sick and fuzzy-brained enough that reading wasn't high on my list of activities. Then once I felt a little better, there was offline drama which was exhausting enough that it sucked all my energy for new fiction away (please save me from Emotionally Immature Men). I did end the month with an incredible 100000/10 read with the one nonfiction book I picked up, so I decided to cut myself a break, remind myself reading is for fun, and chill out. I was more or less successful! Read more... )
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I've been thinking about awards, their value, and what they add, both to the literary landscape and the experience of reading. When I was new to SFF, I used awards to guide my reading and as a discovery engine. As I became more embedded in fandom, instead they became a type of historical record. I didn't engage with awards from a "tell me who the winner is!" position. Instead, I wanted to know the winner, the short list, the long list (if available), and also the history of what the award honorees. It's the historian in me. We can learn a lot—but not everything—from what's come before. Read more... )
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One of my bookish mutuals on IG, [instagram.com profile] bookishbethanyerin, did a recap of how much money she saved via her library in 2023. I loved this idea and wanted to do it for myself. I was busy in 2023 but I read more than I have in years thanks to digital access. I wasn't alone in using digital access, either! At my library, digital checkouts surpassed physical checkouts, maybe for the first time?

Building this list was a little complicated because figuring out the cost of digital audiobooks without sales or promotions is a trial and I compiled all the data before [personal profile] wychwood clued me into Libro.fm (thanks to them! My wallet is crying!). I used B&N instead because I try my best to never buy anything book-related from Amazon. The prices are higher, but I'm generally paying higher prices when I buy physical material because I shop mostly from indie bookstores (both my local bookstore and my comic shop are small businesses). Things may repeat because I reread a few items in different formats. Read more... )
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Just one year I would like for the Hugo nominations to open without controversy. Is that so much to ask? (Apparently, yes.) Read more... )
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Wow, those Sad Puppy years look different from our perspective in 2024, huh? Read more... )
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The holidays were great for my reading, which was a nice change. It was mostly rereads, to various levels of success, and a book I will be nominating for the Hugo Award, probably, unless something else I finish before nominations challenges how much I love one (1) monkey bot. Extremely long wrap up! )
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Despite being busy offline the last few years, I have stayed on the periphery of the Hugo because I'm one of the admins for the Hugo Rec sheet. It's hard not to have some idea of what's going on year to year even when I'm not reading or watching much. This is the first time in years I feel like I'll be able to participate in the main fiction category! I'm still behind/unstudied in many categories, but I'm slowly rebuilding after the loss of Twitter. Here's what I'm considering for my ballot! This got...long. )
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It's 2024 and everyone's making their reading lists for the year. I'm excited for everyone's lists (I love lists).

The thing about looking forward to books is that I psych myself out of my excitement for the books I most want to read. I get massive anxiety over the fact that I A) might not be smart enough for the book's themes and B) might not enjoy them. Then I get hardcore FOMO as everyone reads them. Thus, overwhelmed by feelings, I never read them. "This seems bonkers," you say. Yes! It is! Welcome to Yet Another Late-ADHD-Diagnosis Discovery Moment, with me, your host, Person Who Didn't Realize They Had ADHD and Just Thought They Were a Big Weirdo.

However! That part of my brain isn't the boss of me anymore! I have coping skills for this problem now. To counter this thought process and habit, I decided that I would excuse myself from too many anticipated 2024 releases this year (stay tuned at Fangirl Happy Hour if you're invested, though). Instead, a novel approach: just enjoy new releases as I find them! But how to reduce the FOMO?

To replicate the anticipated book feeling without the stress I am going back in time to 2021. What books came out in 2021 that I wanted to read but never got to? What books were recommended to by pals that were released in 2021? What books did I never know about? What did all the various awards have to say about 2021? My reading in 2021 was…not great. That means I have a mostly blank slate! And so—

2021 Anticipated Books )

Some of these are sequels, which means I'll have to do a little refresher reading. I've already ordered a few books for this purpose and scoped out my library. The pleasure of putting this together and looking at all the options was immense and is a credit to the marginalized communities (readers, editors, agents, and authors) and their allies both in and outside of the publishing industry who fought for more diverse stories. 2008 me is impressed!

This doesn't include nonfiction or romance. If you have any 2021 recs in those categories, please let me know!
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I didn't set a reading goal for 2023 (and haven't since 2020) so was pleasantly surprised to discover I had surpassed 50 books read when I checked last week. Of course, I did it via rereads, but it counts! I don't think I'll make a goal for 2024 either, beyond "read 15 minutes a day", which has been serving me well. It also has the bonus of turning into 30 minutes to an hour of reading, and sometimes more! Low stakes and no pressure is the vibe for all my future reading.

Here's a recap of books I've read recently. Read more... )
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